Life la o ka Make Freak (Hoomau iho la lakou Part 2)

i kou manao

Teenager umikumamakolu i umikumamalima makahiki, a me kona manao e ola i kona manaʻo. Noho me kou naau! Maikai paha, he ino paha?

Normal. A pau pono. Ma kekahi ano: ina oe i ka manaʻo.

Muli o kona kulana he keikiʻuʻuku i waena o ka mua o ka hoʻopaʻanaʻau hua'ōlelo pinepine mai nei: "Sam!" A i 'ole: "Ka a pau!" A i loko o kona uea' mākua ae ia e huki i ka lole wāwae a paʻa i ke gula, a me kaʻai i ka ai.

A - he teenager? He aha hiki i ka m + a e pili ana me ka 'ole e pili ana i I k E H ke N e hana ia?

Ae, aneane nā mea a pau i nā mākua hana! Inā ka mea, ua i maʻa i ka hele ana maluna o suspenders ... Mamua o ka loaa ana o ka palapala holo'āina'ē, a laila, - ma mua o ka mare ana.

Akā, ia pinepine ka hana i kekahi kanaka (a ua kaikamahine) vymahal he poe loihi e like me kona makuwahine, a me kona nani a iā ia i kēlā lā.

- E aʻo i ka haʻawina!

A me keia aole i ka hoohihia ana i ka papa kiʻekiʻe papa? I kekahi manawa, oia ogryznetsya:

- I ike au iaʻu iho!

A me keia e ukuhi i kona - ka hale! E hana lohi i loko o ke ahiahi, i ka wa a ka lolo ka luhi, a me ka moe beckons.

A - ia ka kuokoa? No-e, o ka nele o ka makemake a me ka hoʻoponopono '-ka hoʻopaʻi' - i ka pono ka mea i pono ai no nā kikowaena nohona.

Peni mākua māluhiluhi. Akā, oi pinepine ia mea hoʻonāukiuki i ka poe e noho ana i hiki hoi ke kuokoa ola! Hoi mai i ka primitive, a me ka loa pinepine kumu hoʻohālike o ka haʻawina. Inā 'oe makemake e me ka m + hookupaa ia iho i loko o keia hihia i ka paakiki pololei (e like: mai ka eha a hiki i ehiku - haʻawina), no laila, e ka makuahine o ka mea, "E aʻo i ka haʻawina!"

Mākou i noho ai i loko o ka kokoke keiki, ua pau lā ma ka hana a kona makuakane a me ka makuwahine. Ua ma ka makahiki o ka eiwa (a ma hope - nui) oia hoʻomākaukau i ka meaʻai (ai, porridge, uala), a noho iho la ikaika e like me ka haʻalele 'ana.

Ua i kekahi o na iho nō, e hea aku ma ka puka:

- Petka, e hele i ke kahua! Boys Hui Pōwāwae hahai.

- No, - e ō mai Petka.

- He aha nā haʻawina i hana ai?

- Ka Anahonua, i. I ka mele i ole au hoʻokani ...

A hoʻi i ka hoʻokani piano.

He aha, e mai i makemake ia ia, e kipaku aku i ka pôpeku? E like me kou makemake: ke keiki o! Akā, kuokoa o kaʻoi loa hoʻomaka me ka naauao o ke ano o ka D H D ka,ʻaʻole he mau manao wale,,ʻaʻole me ka ipuʻokoʻa papa kiʻekiʻe,ʻaʻole pakiko-indulgence paha mau manao wale.

Pehea kou manaʻo, ka mea heluhelu, i kēia no ka hoʻopaʻi 'Petka, a hiki no i ka makemake o ka pôpeku, a pau loa ia unsupervised kula kiʻekiʻe' o aku i ka hihia ... Pehea kou manaʻo: ināʻo ia e "ho'āʻo mai" ka lāʻau ma ke kōkua 'ana o ka mea hookahi makahiki a' oi kanaka?

I kumu hoʻomalu - e ole ana!

No ke aha?

No ka mea, e ola ia me ia ma ka m + a me ka naau, a me kona - albeit liʻiliʻi - ka hoao ana e haʻi iā ia i ka ai '- hewa! A hiki ina ka mea, ua i ike i ka poe e ola ana dribbling addict me ka moronic olelo ma luna o kona maka, i lohe ai no ka leo o ka lāʻau 'ino hopena ma luna o ka Radio, ma kīwī, na makua, ike i loko o nā kiʻiʻoniʻoni ... akamai lawa i ka ike, lohe, manaʻo a - maopopo ia ia mea,ʻaʻole e pono ke hele i loko o keia whirlpool. Not ke kumukuai o ia!

A - i kekahi, e ke malimali aku!

Akā, he mea i kekahi "pakiko-mea", ma muli o keia rula: e e kona iho alanui! A ma kela a me keia: "Mai mai!" Ka "kuokoa" o ka wa opiopio, e olelo ( 'ole - manaʻo): "E i ia!" A me ka hana i na mea ku ei i pau pono - "i ka naʻe" ka poe i haawi'ōlelo aʻo, e manao ana ia mea ma luna iho a pau e hele mai sideways ... i mea - i ka naʻe ia oe iho!

Kēia manawa ma ka 'ino e holo ana,ʻaʻole wale teenage keiki, akā, pinepine - a me na kaikamahine. Ka loa typical ala no ia i ka lāʻau 'ino - o ke aloha o ka makua addict paha na¯. Eia ka he excerpt mai ka hōʻike muaʻia aʻe leaflet o ka 'āina' waena o ka 'inikua Kāohiʻana a me ka hoʻopulapula.

"Manaʻo kekahi kaikamahine i aloha hiki ia i ka lāʻau addict, akā, koʻu makuwahine, e noho indifferent i ka ai '.

Ma ka hae kulana, a mākou i mau alo. Girl Kamehameha kanaka, e hina ia i loko o ke aloha me ka lawe ai '. Makaukau e pule aku ai ia ia. He aha kāna i hana aku ai i ka wahine, a me ka N k E R E l E n? C o ko E pa? H E M E R ke N D o emotionality. All addicts - psychopaths. I mai la lakou a pau manaʻo pū! All - ma ka verge o maliuia'ku. Ma mua, i ke kaikamahine i hana i ka manaʻoʻike kaukaʻi ma luna o kona mau hoa, a laila, e hoʻomakaʻia e, a me ka pilina e hoʻomōhala ana i loko o ke keka. Ua pono, pehea hiki au i kaʻana like i ka olioli me koʻu boyfriend? N N O pa E H D a me R i ka E k E ko n. A me ka pa ana i pili ana i ka m, a ke k, a N me ka 'ole o ka m + akaka ia lāʻau kaukaʻi -. Ka wale mea e loulou iho ia. E hoola ia i ka meaʻala hui, ke i e hoʻonoho hoʻi iā lākou i loko o kekahi nā keʻena lāʻau lapaʻau. Mea pōmaikaʻi, ua kamailio hookeai wanaao ae. "

Uluwehi O intoxication - mea he ala o ka ae ho'āʻo ana pilikia, pakele ai mai na pilikia o aku o ka lanakila. Ka makemake e ho'ēmi i mea naʻau stress, uhi manaʻo o ka iini, ahiahi, e ho okumu i ka illusion o ka pakiko-nui, ke koa o ka adulthood. Ma hope a pau keia o ka hikiʻole, unwillingness e lanakila i ke ola o ka pilikia, i kāna hana.

Oe makemake e noho i kou manao? Maikaʻi loa! A laila, - ka mua hakaka no kou naau. E nīnau oe ia oe iho: anei oe i ike pehea e manaʻo, e loiloi i kā lākou iho a me na mea e ae 'hana, e hoohalike maikai a me ka hewa, i ko lakou mau olelo hooholo, aʻaʻole lawa o na mea e ae kū like me ka iʻa E kiʻi i ka ka maunu?

E hiki anei oe? Ua pono!

Aole oe i ike? E aʻo!

Ina he kuokoa kanaka - akā,ʻaʻole i ke kauwa i kou mau hoa (a hoi hou ai - o ka poe e paʻa hoʻokohukohu nei i ka ia i kou hoa). A me ka mea nui wale nō! Mai Mai e ke kauwa i kona mau makemake: "I makemake", "e makemake ole". An akamai kanaka, i ua ole e hele ana me ke kahe o ke ola, a me na R ka 'ole a me kona ola, alakaʻiʻia e nā kumu i mea i loko o ka mea mau palapala, hiki ke kaheaia like penei: "! Au i e hana ia" "A i au e ole hana"!

No kekahi e nema aku ana 'oe a'āhewa, ina oe ia oe iho e hele i ka mea e pono ai e hana, a pehea e pono ai. Aia He He pōkole aphorism: ". Ku okoa ana - o ka hoʻomaopopo pono o ka mea"

A, ano, no ka poe i maʻa i ka noho ma luna o kekahi mau kauoha, akā,ʻaʻole ana e koho ai no ka iho "ukazchikov" ia lakou iho.

Aia i kanaka makua kānaka e like me ka mea: o ka ohana bipi instinct. Contemptuous manawa. Ua pili ia i kanaka, ka poe e ole i kā lākou mau kumu, aole hoi me ko lakou mau pono kīvila ... ko lakou papa kuhikuhiE ... ole - ka wale rula: ", e like kela mea keia mea e ae" e ola Presumably keia e pōʻino kulana aie mai i ka poe hipa. Hipa hiki ole e ola ma waho o ka ohana! Ua maopopo leʻa pono i ka alihi kaua.

Ka mea, hai mai iaʻu i ka hipa ia ka hihia. Aupuni keiki bipi, hipa. A koke mai o ka nahele'īlio hae lele, hopu i ka hipa, a kauo aku la. Boy ka hooho ana i hoounaia'ku ai i ka'īlio hae. Au hiki ole hopu mai, akā, holo aku la a screamed, a ma hope o ka manawa o ka iliohae kiola i ka hipa, a huli iho la i ka ulu lāʻau.

Nolaila, heaha la kou manaʻo i kēia hookuuia mai ka'īlio hae niho hipa? Ua nānā a puni, a ike aku la i kekahi mea e ae i ka mea a ka mea, ua hiki i ka hui, a holo lokahi ma hope o ka'īlio hae! Wolf, nana aku i hope, e auhau i ke kulana (hipa a kokoke, i ke keiki aku), hopu a lawe aku i ka hipa no ka ahaaina awakea, ai iho a me kona 'ohana.

Ae, akā ... ka nani a mai iaʻu o ka hoomaka ana addicts spineless a me ka naʻaupō kēia hipa. Pono e komo i loko o ka ohana bipi ... No, addicts e olelo aku nei i loko o ka holoholona. Oe oiaio aʻole 'oe makemake e e e like me ka hipa, a me ka iliohae ka niho kiʻi. Aole anei oe i ike ...

Anei oe i kou mau hewa? No hanohano, ke olelo nei au, kela mea keia mea i ike, i kekahi manawa, e exaggerate ia ole aku. Akā, - hewa ... Akā, i kēia mea nui oi nui!

Ua pono, no ka hoʻohālike ... You - he nawaliwali makemake. Oe e hoopuni 'ole ma kekahi. Hewa? O ka holo ana, ino. He aha e hana ai? No laila kanaka e e, esl no laila, e'ōlelo aku, mau ma luna o ka makaala oukou. hoomaka mākou e "i ka puʻuwai" ma luna o kou naau - e Loiloi i ka pilikia. ina oia e hiki ole, a ua imi i ke kumu, e ai i ka detriment o kou ola. A me ka uhane ia paa: No! No,ʻaʻohe, no! A e loaʻa iāʻoe iho i loko o ka lanakila '-lanakila' ana.

No ke aha la: Ma ka papalua?

Mua, e pale ana i kaumaha i ke hana ino aku ia oe (a nolaila, me ia, a me ka hoʻowahāwahāʻia ia ia ka poino!). Kēia, i ka pau, kahi au e kaumaha aku i ka "ho'āʻo" lāʻau mea nui loa i loko o hihia.

Ka lua, oe e ike ia oe ka poe hana pela me ka deadhead ole, a ua hiki nō iā kākou ke hooholo mea e hana ai a me ka mea ole i ka hana. Nawaliwali makemake? Kēia mea he controversial nīnau. E ua i hāʻawiʻia i kekahi kanaka i loko o kekahi ana no ka wa e ola ana e like maka waihoʻoluʻu. He hiki ke lńkou e like ka 'âlapa Loko i kona kino. Nehinei, ua he palupalu makemake, a me keia la ...

I kēia mau lā willpower hilinaʻi nui ia oe!

«K m + o ka m, a N D? U M E a me ka m, he M m M N O R w me ka a e o ka G me ka T iaʻu".

(Leonardo ka Vinci)

ka noho kauā kuapaʻa

"Aʻela, heluhelu i loko o ka puke wehewehe'ōlelo Dal - he kauwa, he kanaka, he ho ololi i ka waiwai o kona hoalauna, e laʻa i loko o ka mana piha o kona ..."

No, au manaʻo i kēia ho'ākāka 'ana , aole ia e pono i ke addict. E unuhi oe i ia mea i ka waiwai o, a ma kekahi ka mana piha ua ole ... No laila, ma ka liʻiliʻi loa, ka mea pono ia ia ia.

Akā, ka mea e pono! Aia,ʻo ia ka mea he kauwa mea nāna. A i 'ole - slaveholders ... inoa ia lāʻau mea kālepa. Slaveholder a me nā kauwā ...ʻaʻohe - kauwa nō nalazit i ike i kekahi i kekahi, akā, i ka mea nona ka hepa kanaka uhane ike, e hiki mai ana, e hele mai i ona lā ka mea, a, e hoolako mai ia ma ka lilo ana o kona iho ka make, a me ka mahele lāʻau - e e ola me ka mea e e holo ana i loko o ka hewa! - he kauwa no kona kumu hoa kālepa ou e hele a me ka aihue, a me ka powa, a me ... A - ole he hookahi hihia ua ike - i ka pepehi kanaka.

Uluwehi O kanaka kūʻai lāʻauʻino ola ma luna o ka loina hooponopono: dala, aole ia e honi. He mālama ponoʻole - Pehea na ola wawahiia, oopa ia, i hōkaiʻia. ʻO nā poʻe o ke ola! Kālepa a me nā mea a pau i kōkua iā lākou, pinepine pāʻani ma luna o ka ua kanaka nawaliwali: ka makemake e mamuli o.

Oe i ka mea a lākou i hopu mua monkeys? Eia ma keia mea kuko e mamuli o ... Hunter ola Keko hiki i kekahi wahi noho ma kēia mau holoholona, hohola i ka ikaika ulana pukapuka, a me ka hoʻomaka e holo ai ma luna o laila, a huli somersaults, a me ka Keko e kiai ana mai o ka laau a me ka huahua i hoopea. Ma hope o ka manawa, ka hahai holoholona lau, "poina" eʻohi i ka mea ulana pukapuka. Keko a me ka hauʻoli! Lele ia mai o ka laau, au hoʻomaka 'skating a ... A - pioloke! Hunter e haʻalele eʻohi i ka noho huahana, a haawi aku ia i ka Zoo.

Monkeys aloha e mamuli o! Ua pono, na kanaka ... He hiki no mamuli o ka paakiki-hana ke kanaka, wiwo 'ole, i ka manawaleʻa iā ... Akā, i kēia pono o ka ho'āʻo pono o ka naau a me ka makemake. Akā, mamuli o addict ...

Uluwehi O kanaka kūʻai lāʻauʻino - he akamai haku o kou ola. Kou poino ke ola! Eia naʻe, he mea iʻike makaʻole, akā, ikaika, E ke Kumu e paa, akā,ʻaʻole ka hoʻokuʻu 'oe, mai kona mau manamana e like ka aeto ua i hookuu, mai na maiuu hopu pio. A me ka ia no hoi mai nei Dahl.

"He kauwa o ka hewa, he kauwa no maua, i ke kanaka nana i haawi mai ia lakou iho i loko o ka noho luhi ana maua haku ia ma luna o ia mau mea."

Man. Pahu a puni ma kuko ...ʻoi aku i olelo! I ka manawa Dahl ua i ka lāʻau 'ino i loko o Rusia. Akā, he'ē aʻe kuko, i keʻehi a puni na kanaka: ka ona ana, manaʻo'ālunu, kāleka hihiu ... kēia kuko hopu ia ma ka mea ulana pukapuka, no kā lākou waiwai pio, a me ka pakele mai o ia i kekahi kanaka e lanakila i kona Hope i ole maʻalahi. Akā, i ka mea ia -ʻaʻole i paakiki like, mai na kaulahao o ka 'ino! No ka kuko ino ua i pili me ka physical ehaeha.

Aole anei oe i i, ka mea heluhelu ka hoao ana loa ka wi? A hiki i ka manawa pōloli, a me ka mea e paina ai ... A - excruciating makewai. Inu! Inu! Akā, i kēia kahua o ia mea,ʻaʻohe wai! Aneane S ua hoano e ia ka hōʻike. Akā, ho'āʻo e noonoo ai i na ... Desert. Ka lā mokomoko ana i lalo. Ua Ka pūlehu lākou i ... A - ke kulu o ka wai! Nā lā. No, ka lua ... ke kolu o ka lā! 'Aʻole he kulu o ka wai ...

Inā e mōhai ai no ka thrill, e hele i ua i ka hoao, oe e olelo lealea e ae. No ke aha la e hoopoipoi ia oe iho! Ae, i kekahi makemake paipai ia oe hoʻokolohua me ka agonizing makewai, no ka mea, i kou Loaʻaʻia kauwa ona ike ia oe e ole ana i ka uku i ke kālā ma ka mea e 'ike i ka ehaeha o ka make wai.

No, e kaumaha aku lakou ia oe i ka i ka palaoa, a me - a hiki i ka lua. F. High, mai ka lāʻau! A o ka eha ana e hahai mai i kekahi manawa ma hope, i ole e olelo aku nei i ka hua'ōlelo. Ae, a oe e i manaʻo e pili ana i ia mau mea.

Aia mea ia he olelo loa elemakule: ". Mea a ke Akua makemake, e hoopai aku, lawe i ka manaʻo" Aʻaʻohe kumu i kekahi kanaka i ka Rag, i hana mea e makemake.

Eia naʻe, ma kahi o ka manao, alaila, he mea i kekahi mea hou, a me ka malihini kaʻawaʻawa:ʻono. Ma lapaau i kēia pōʻino i kapaia: 'ino. Paka kekahi mau manawa "ka nāhelehele i" a ho'āʻo'ē aʻe narcotic make a me ...

He nui novice addicts manaʻo,ʻo ia, au e hoʻolei i loko o kekahi oment, ua makemake ... Hope no "willpower." Akā, willpower, e like nui no hoi na mea a pau i loko o ka psyche a me ke kino, lolo lāʻau pepehi. Willpower E e hoʻohana i ka piha ana, ka wā e kaumaha ai i ho'āʻo i ka lāʻau, e paa aku nei au "NO"!

He i olelo ole? No laila, e aa aku i lilo i ka kauwawahine 'ino ...

Hereʻano o psychiatrist Buyanova me ka teenager.

"- A he nui na olelo e, aohe mea i hewa me ka 'ino i laila. (He - He teenager).

- oe e lohe ai i keia kamailio, kuha aku i loko o ka maka o ka poe i hohola ia nonsense. Kekahi lāʻau i loko o ia mau huahelu - ia ia ka poino, ke kaumaha, pilikia. Here oe aole loa ike, ma hope o ka mahele lāʻau oe e lilo i addict - kekahi koke, ka mea 'ē aʻe - i ka mahina hope, akā, lilo ana i ".

He aha ka keia mana i loko o ia i ka make, i ka lāʻau i kapaia? Man ma kona iho me he komo i ka olioli, akā koke aku ma hope o kekahi mau manawa o ka intoxication mea,ʻaʻole ia e holo ia, a me keia mea i ka make hoʻi iā ia.

- E ka lāʻau! - hāmau akā loa i ka poe kaua kime o ke aupuni, a i ole ma laila ma mua.

Ae, ma mua ke kanaka ua noa. Aka, ano ... manawa kekahi e haʻi iā ia pehea e noho a me ka mea e hana. Eia naʻe, a pau o kona hui hoemi ia i hoʻokahi:

- Dope! Dope !! Dope !!

- I iʻaʻohe kālā - plaintively mumbles addict.

- E nana! O koʻu mau! Scrounge. Aihue. He aha e oe makemake! Akā, - hookahi: he lāʻau!

Addict unbearably makemake e 'oe i ke ano o ka mea ana i ua ma lalo o ka aoao o ka lāʻau. He hoʻomaopopo i kekahi mau mea i ka lāʻau lilo kekahi kauwa o ke kuko, akā, kakaʻikahi nā mea i hoao e uhai mai o keia noho luhi ana.

About kauwa - ina he kanaka kauwa a me ke kauwa o ke kuko - kanaka e olelo aku nei me ka hoowahawaha. No ka mea kauwa, ke kauwa nalowale maʻamau kanaka ano, a lilo ae la ia i ka hoolohe, a pau o kona haku.

Me ke kauwa o ka lāʻau i ka mea hana. Mōlina addict puka pono e like me ka lewa no ka iʻa i paʻa ua hou a hiki i ka nui o ka ipu i loko i ka mea, ua 'ae' ia au i kekahi hou.

Where a pehea e loaa ke kala no ka ai '? Where?! Pehea? !! A i ka pau wahi o ke ola ana o ka lāʻau addict.

He mea eʻoluʻolu, o ka papa, haʻalele i ke ola kuko ... Akā, e loaa ana addict, ia ia i hiki ole kiʻi i kona manawa lāʻau, a ua kaumaha ia ma mua o ka poe hoano e ma ka poʻe pōloli a me ka make wai. No ka mea lāʻau - ia mea maluhia, pakela o ka maalea a me ka holoholona hae i loko o ka pahee ili o stupefying buzz - kēia manawa me kekahi camouflage produces kona mau pahi manamana o ke kumu a me kou kino i ka palaoa, puaʻa heʻa ala me ka hoʻomāinoino 'weliweli i loko o ka halepaahao o ka halepaahao.

Ke addict haalele i hoihoi i loko o nā mea a pau o kona mua hana hoʻonanea. Guitar? Pôpeku? Books? .. Ae, i kekahi manawa, (nei!) Makemake e alualu i nā keiki kāne pôpeku, e mele i ke aloha mele o kona iho, heluhelu Makäkiu nā moʻolelo ... Akā, i ka ua i loko o kekahi poʻe, i loko o kekahi ola. Ano, i kona hoʻowahāwahā no kēia poʻe: addict! He hele i ka "ohana" o nā keiki kāne a me nā kaikamāhine, i ka lilo o ka honua i fits i loko o nā hua'ōlelo: palaualelo a me ka nele o ka spirituality. A lāʻau addict ola mai ka lāʻau i ka lāʻau. Kona honua: lāʻau - e keʻehi aku - ka iini - wawahi - ka lāʻau ma kekahi kāki!

Kuka nei lakou i ke kula ... ia i mea e hoihoi i loko o ke kula! E noho ana i loko o ka papa,ʻo ia wale nō ke aloha e pili ana ia ia e hele i loko o "ko lakou" poe, e inu "compote" a me ke ale wale iho "i ka huila" a me ka mea baldet. A me ka Pono kumu ike, a me ka mea i noho i lalo no ka haʻawina, deuce, deuce deuce ... To hui absenteeism. A hele mai la kekahi manawa, i ka wa o ka opiopio kanaka ekolu pohaku, e hele i ke kula.

Makuahine ... makuahine-ia mea pono e hūnā a me ka lāʻau 'ino, a me ke kula pilikia. A hiki i kekahi manawa, he mea hiki ... akā, e loaʻa, e kaumaha aku i ka maikai ana a me kona makuwahine, no ka mea, o ka teenager ua puʻe wale akula kēlā i paʻa hoʻokohukohu nei a pau i ka manawa, i ka pau pono, ua puʻe wale akula kēlā i ka wahahee, a meʻaʻole hiki ke kūkulu i ka wahahee o ka maikai ana i loko o ka 'ohana ...

A laila, loaʻa Ka hoʻomaka ola pilikia me. Ai 'i exhaustion a me ka emi ana o physical ikaika. Aia nā 'aʻe' ana o Hawaii ōhumu, addict hele unsteadily, i kona i kekahi manawa, "E hoopiha ae hoi", me he mea inu, a me ka malihini manao ia oia ua ona, a hoohewa mai la ia ia a me laugh ma ia ...

Akā, ke haawi aku i ka papa i ka addict (uuku-puke).

"He manawa aʻu i ike i ka nui o nalowale. Ola ke ola, a ma hope kekahi - i kekahi mea, a me ka lōʻihi, agonizing, hoʻomāinoino ', lāʻau huli hola. Ma kēia mau huli i nā mea a pau. ua makaukau e uhai i ka Shop puka aniani, a kiʻi i ka hale kūʻai lāʻau lapaʻau, e hopu koke ale intoxicants au. Kupaianaha maoli ke kākoʻo 'ana mālama iā ia iho,ʻaʻole e hele mai me ka hao wale i ka comer mua ... "

Ka hua'ōlelo "kauwā" mea ole wale ihola ia e kaukaʻi ma o ka mea nana ka waiwai, akā, ua synonymous me ka uhane ilihune. A pau i loko o ka maʻamau noho i ka raison d'être, mea i loko o ka hala, me he mea mai kekahi kanaka elemakule, a me ka hoʻi - hoʻokahi wale nō, ae hoʻomaopopoʻia: lāʻau.

Ke i mai nei ka mea mua - ka make uhane ana o ka lāʻau addict. kona kino mau, e ola, addict ai, hiamoe ana, "prickly", e hele ana maluna o ka honua, albeit unsteadily. Akā,ʻo konaʻuhane ua devastated, me ka pomaikai a me ka lealea, me ka manaolana a me nā pono kīvila, me ka ohohia a me kaʻike hoʻokumu, me ke aloha o nāʻohana, me ka hamama i ka oiaioʻano o ... Ka addict i ole he ke ola a me ka trudges ma ke ola, mai kekahi mahele lāʻau a hiki i ka mea e hiki mai ana.

'H k R E he e kekahi e ka N k? H he R ka N E E? H E M e R i kekahi e ka b me ka' ole i ka b. R e H ke no e pili ana i N e aloha ".

(Seneca Jr.)

West German Magazine "der Spiegel" hookahi paʻi ka hālāwai ninaninau me ka lāʻau addicts elua. Eia ka he excerpt mai ka ninaninau.

"He. Ma heʻumikumamāhā, koʻu hoa, a au hoʻomaka e puhi he hashish paha. Ua ua nō i loko o ke kula. I kekahi manawa, ma kekahi lua, a ua haawiia mai mākou cocaine.

I ka wa aʻu i halawai ai me Martin - ka mea, ua ehiku makahiki nei - au i ole i kekahi hookahi lāʻau. Ka mea e mākou ua hō'ā i ka heroin - koʻu hewa. Ma ka naa, kahi aʻu i kuai hashish paha, au halawai me ka type hoʻokahi. Ua haʻi mai iaʻu: "E kali oe, au e haawi aku oe i kekahi mea maikai." Ua ua he keʻokeʻo ka pauka. Ano, au mai i ka lāʻau, e kinai i bouts o ka manao a me ka huhu.

No ka p P ē i ka N e N D E N 'ole. No kekahi i loko o kou ola i kekahi mea'ē aʻe ma mua o ai'?

About NA. I - i kekahi mea. Au kekahi e hele i ka hookolokolo, a me ka hiamoe, a noho i loko o ka lumi, a nana i ka pa.

About n. Mai laila, au e i aihue, au aneane mau moe i loko o ka lumi, a kali, a me ka wā, ma hope, e hele mai Brigitte, a lawe mai i kekahi'ōhui o heroin.

No ka p P E ka N e N D E N na, e haha e pili ana i ka mea i iho i hoʻoili ma ka hookamakama Pehea mai?

About n. O ka ihu, I inaina. I Ka maʻi o keia. Akā, i ka wā kou manaʻo e pili ana i ka mea e hiki mai ana'ōhui o ka lāʻau, e hoʻopoina na mea a pau e ae. "

A me ua poino ola ana ua kapaia: w, a me ka n ke?

Ka lāʻau 'ino - he noʻonoʻo maʻi. Ae, i ka addict e inoa i mentally maʻamau kanaka. Aia mea wale kekahi okoa:'ē ka noʻonoʻo 'illnesses hopu i kekahi kanaka no nā kumu' alo aʻe. Akā, addicts e lakou ia lakou iho makemake. Ke kanaka ia ia iho hoowahawaha mai maʻamau, eiiieaen, hōʻoni, kekahi manawa - pono, i kekahi manawa - paʻakikī, akā, mau - he kupanaha ke kanaka ka ola ia ia i hiki ke hana, eʻai, e aloha, e lanakila ka pukaʻana i loko o ke ola pilikia, kōkua hoʻolako 'ole a me ka nanea i ka lanakila. I hoʻowahāwahā a me nā mea a pau kona pilikia o ka hauʻoli i ola, a plunges i loko o ka nenelu o ka lāʻau intoxication, i uku no ka lilo ana o nā mea a pau mau mea a pau: ola, ohana, kula, ka hana, ke aloha ... I ka hopena - ka lilo o ke ola wale loa ma mua o ka kekahi wā o ke ano.

Ma minute o ka mālamalama ma narcotic dope addict oia Cuticura i ka mea i nalowale. Like i loko o ka Brothers Grimm poʻe hoʻokalakupua moʻolelo e pili ana i ke koa i kekahi apana o ke gula ma hope o kekahi mau hana e ho'ōla kuai i ka pohaku.

"A me na au N N ke D pa a me D - na me ka 'ole o ka h palena o ka pa ke D y me k? H E R i ka N"

(Proust)